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30 Sept

While I'm doing my work,aku just realize kali terakhir aku rasa happy is --on 30 Septi got that butterfly feeling whenever aku travel ke KL by traintengok gelagat orang sambil dengar lagu, berjalan while looking at my watch dah burn berapa calories.even masa tu kepala sarat dengan apa yang aku study untuk exambut i still do enjoy.
you know, its like dapat fly dari asrama kejap :Dbezanya sekarang sorang2 je
It's good to come at Mid Valley after long time,tengok balik tempat selalu lepak/makan.I miss that old days masa still on training kat Jalan Klang Lama.I miss my training's friends,korang, are we good? I'm sorry I have to distance myself from you guys :(
Ironically, even now while i'm typing I got the whatsapp's message from one of them after long timebut I just can't reply. 
Anyway, I do enjoy on 30 Septeven kepala berat during the examHabis exam, saw multiple message from himhe's hereand it makes me smile a bit in front of that receptionist lady XDThat feeling macam kita tau ayah kat luar pagar asrama, nak bawak kita balik :')
So at Starbucks, I saw he is smiling thru his eyesand that time I realizeI'm happy dan lega sangatsebab exam dah habis, dia depan mata, 4fingers dan esok MC :P
I feel blessed :)

entah bila dapat rasa camtu lagi kan

Adulthood

Middle of October,I find weird in myself.
I'm easy to get crankyI'm easy to feel demotivatedI'm easy to feel sad
Maybe the reason--Everyone is leavingEveryone is getting married And having a new lifeI know it is life anywayI just need more time to adapt with the new changes
One by oneis leaving meF, S, A how are you guys doing?I just miss usI miss our old timeTime that we just didn't think about our adulthood phase

Adulthood is hell.